I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder where we will be 10 years from now

I wonder if I'll ever be completely ready to have another baby

I wonder if my pregnancy will hurt again

I wonder if I can bypass PPD this time around

I wonder if I will stay sane as a stay at home mom

I wonder if I'll ever work again

I wonder when I'll have more time to volunteer at church

I wonder how long I can keep working out 5x a week

I wonder if I will always be able to highlight my hair without it looking fake

I wonder if we'll ever travel to Kauai again

I wonder if we'll always be able to travel

I wonder if Orien will like to water and snow ski like me

I wonder if I'll ever be able to really simplify my life like God wants me to

I wonder who I will still be friends with 20 years from now

I wonder where my brother and sister will be in 5 years

I wonder if my two boys will always be safe

I wonder if I'll ever not have bruises all over my legs

I wonder how our marriage will be a few years down the road

I wonder what sport Orien will like the most, if any

I wonder how Brett and Orien's relationship will look when O is a teenager

I wonder if we'll ever keep plants alive in our yard

I wonder if I'll ever afford to have a massage once a week

I wonder a lot

But one thing I don't wonder about is if God will hold us in the palm of His hands always and forever!

Amen!